May 2012
19 posts
If I ever saw a woman in a bathtub covered in...
Do one painting for a class in red-purple and now...
I wonder if sex really gets rid of headaches? And if so do couples have hangover sex?
24 FUCKIN YEARS AND I FEEL LIKE IVE ACCOMPLISHED...
Must keep motivated to push through and try to do good for the rest of the year
Mother's Day and my mom, brother, and me were all...
I was gettin attacked by everything in my dream another everything wants to kill me kinda dream.
Bullshit it's whats for dinner yo!
Some days I feel unreal but only cuz Im doin...
I get the feeling like sometimes I've wasted too...
Feelin like I’m accomplishing nothing is very frustrating so I got to find the way to get through this rut once again. Hard to feel normal when everything I used to do that made me happy I can’t do no more. But that’s depression right when you can’t find the motivation to get up. Really frustrating leaning between active and asleep.
Forclosure sucks but at least we'll prolly leave...
Stupid moments in my life
I used to smoke grass in a printing paper and I mean grass grass not weed cuz I wanted to know what was so great about smoking something when I was really young. Then I would smoke spices from the spice rack in printing paper. Was really dumb but I was really bored and boredom makes me do dumb things.
Stay positive cuz the negative does no good for...
Some days it feels like the whole world would...
Even though I live a pretty well off life compared to most…or maybe its just the old cravings gettin the better of me
March 2012
4 posts
So…instead of making the swastika of the ayurvedic hindu faith i made the Nazi one…kinda feel stupid because of that but oh well it’s not like I support the Nazis and what they stand for just tryin to make a statement about how the Nazis corrupted what once stood for the opposite of a genocidal regime. On top of that I thought I would feel better about the drinking to make me...
So it turns out I have trouble making abstract art rather than naturalistic or realistic art…who would’ve thought and here I thought I could do most mediums.
Yeah...
You think people care but they’re out for their own. And I thought we were square but turns out I’m like stone. I’m drunk but who cares helps me get past the day by day.
January 2012
6 posts
It's gotten harder and harder to try to live each...
December 2011
6 posts
Realizing that my thursdays will no longer consist...
keepcalmalways:
November 2011
18 posts
2 years and again so much has changed...
3am and uh work at 930...
Im wide awake maybe have some good dreams later
